It’s when you’re in a room full of people and you’re all alone.
It’s when your heart is literally breaking into pieces and you just stare into nothingness, travel through the void, and no tears come out.
It’s when they promised to stay but instead, left you astray
It’s when you no longer know who you are
It’s when sadness seems to blur everything out of sight
It’s when a tear suddenly fell out on the moment and then every heartbreak, every pain, every sadness just came into you and suddenly you just can’t stop crying, suddenly you remembered how broken you really are, suddenly you stopped caring, you distance yourself from people to know who would make an effort to climb through the walls that you built for yourself and then cries harder because you know no one would.
Feelings hurt, but it’s the greatest proof of you being alive.