i think it’s a bit unfair how the universe allowed you to meet her first.
now all i do is sit and mope cause the thought that i wasn’t the only girl you’ve fallen for breaks my soul.
when i see her all i see is you and the memories you’ve shared, the promises you’ve made, the songs you’ve listened to, and all the days you’ve spent together.
all i see is the girl whom you have loved first with all your heart before your mind even knows what love really is.
the girl who first planted flowers to your soul, who nurtured them and brought butterflies in your guts
the first girl whom you’ve thought spending a lifetime with.
the first girl who broke your heart and gave you tears.
i sometimes lay at night thinking all about her and how your love started that one summer and thought it would last forever.
but then i realized that while she came before me, there really must be a reason why she never stayed; it’s for you and me to finally have our chance on this lifetime.
it’s for me to plant you a garden and for us to walk hand in hand on it together, for us to dance to silly songs and jam on our favorite bands along
for you to hear the poems and letters that i wrote
it’s for you to finally fulfill your promise of a lifetime for the girl whose love will truly last forever..