And it hurts a lot when you say her name,
it hurts I couldn’t even keep sane..
it hurts how unfair it all seems to be
when will you have your eyes on me?
It hurts when I see you hurting because of her
it hurts when I see you smile over her
it hurts to feel like a nobody compared to that girl
when I am willing to be by your side forever.
It hurts that you just take me for granted
to get everything you wanted
for I’m just another friend to you
and she’s just everything you need..
It hurts. It hurts a lot.
“I want all of your pieces, the whole and the broken.
I want to be there from you when the world feels like a torture chamber with gravity for chains.
I want to hear about the universe you hide in your head, the questions that color your nights when life seems too black and white to be true.
But I know you don’t feel the same, so all of this is nothing more than the musings of another broken heart – mine.
I wonder when it will give up on you.”
“I never thought I could feel pain and awe at the same time twice.
The first time was when it stopped raining after a long week of wet pavements and counting droplets on the window. The sky was full of promises. So there on the beach and away from the city lights, you could see one by one how the stars glow. It seems like they’re happy and dancing to show off their beauty. If only I could dance with them. But here I am contented with just loving them from the distance. And knowing they could never love me back.
The second time was when I looked at the boy beside me.”
“There is no one who loves pain itself, who seeks after it and wants to have it, simply because it is pain…”
It was then that I realized how much I am willing to give to you, how foolish I am for you..
“If you’re reading this and you’re not happy right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re going through.
Everyone has their own type of darkness that they’re trying to make sense of, but no matter how dark it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get better, you will get better.
Life will become brighter, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look forward to the next hour, let alone the next day.
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even laugh, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine.”
— Maxwell Diawuoh
“Sometimes you consider taking them back no matter how much they’ve hurt you just because the pain of being without them hurts too much for you to bear.”